離開之後

離開之後的天空

會是怎樣的

（攝于：2009年6月27日@Laguna Beach）

Dream...dream?

What's your dream? I asked.

Chasing a dream could make a person laughed, excited, happy, pretty, healthy and optimistic. She wrote in her blog.

Is that true? I wondered.

Am I chasing my dream? I am wondering...

We were chit chatting after our class, I was sitting in my car, and she was sitting in her car, we chatted for about half an hour in that position. I asked her, why are you so sure that this is your passion, is this something you like? She paused, she thought a bit, and she said, she never really thought of it, but at this time she would just enjoy the process. If she think too much of it, it's like she's discouraging herself.

And I told myself, oh well, Ishould stop thinking.

I called her from the US to SG, it was during her work hour...I told her, I am afraid, she said, stop thinking the negative side. Thank you for spending that 38 mins on the phone with me.

I agree. I've been thinking too much. I can't stop myself from doing that, I just can't, maybe that's just me. I appreciate, I appreciate who I am, I appreciate people around me. I appreciate I was able to be who I am and people around me are comfortable with me. Thank you pals!

(photo taken@ 702 S. Stoneman Ave.)

My 1st Experience on Studio Portrait Shots

第一次拍Studio Portrait Shots, 第一次所以戰戰兢兢的，老師說一個人只能拍三張，我就乖乖的只拍三張，怎麽知道，那些經驗老到的學生，竟然不管老師的指示都take their own time。真是的，下次，我也不理會他們了。。。

這次的拍攝讓我理解到，it's not just the lighting and technics that we need to take care of, but the model's posing...the model tend to 僵硬after a few pose, so we have to really make them relax, and smile again. I have to read more magazine and think of some good portrait shot, 要不然所以的姿態，姿勢都大同小異。燈光與眼睛的配合，燈光的柔亮度，手搖怎麽擺，眼珠的光反射在哪裏。。。燈光搖擺在那裏。。。oh! so much to learn... but i like it! 雖然早上上了班才去上課，不過一拿起相機，什麽累都忘光了。。。喜歡！

溜冰

說了也很好笑，在美國那麽多年，就是沒溜冰過。

以前檳城有一些商場嘗試開溜冰生意，開了幾個也関了幾個，我就是一直都鼓不起勇氣玩一兩圈。。。我記得中學的時候，看到幾個朋友拿拐杖上學，原來她們就是去玩溜冰，所以我一直覺得溜冰是很恐怖的，因爲我怕跌到。我怕不能走路。

昨天到Anaheim溜冰場去，在rink裏邊的大部分都是小孩，他們很輕巧的溜來溜去，很自在。我很羡慕。我心想，如果我是在年紀很小的時候開始學，現在我可能是一級的高手了~因爲我喜歡速度感。

（攝于：2009/6/27 - Anaheim Ice Rinks, Anaheim, CA）

San Francisco, I am coming!

（圖片：2007年4月7日，taken when Ween and William were visiting)

最後一次經過San Francisco是去年Burning Man的時候。

這次去可能是最後一次去了吧？

呵~再説吧！

我的單眼相機

原來我2005年年尾就開始拍照，oh,謄清一下，不是我之前都不拍照，而是2005年，如果沒錯9月多10月，我買了我人生第一個DSLR。算一算，哇，有四年了。怪不得我的的相機看起來那麽舊啦。。。（不怪得！）爲了把我的相機model （Rebel XT）擺上來這裡，上http://www.dpreview.com/作了一點功課，發現原來這個model已經discontinued了，可憐啊我的寶貝。上個禮拜四，這個時間，我決定棄舊迎新，買了我人生第二個單眼相機（5D Mark II）。也因爲這個相機，最近我得ikat perut （節約），真的很窮很窮。買了它過後，我竟然夢到它，不是一次leh, 兩次。真實怨鬼纏身。。。哈哈，可能它想念它的主人吧！拜托了家人與朋友，它，終于千里來相會 (Penang,MY --> SF, California,USA)，這個禮拜，我就會見到它了！！

期待著~開心。

（照片：攝于2005年12月，買了它過後幾個月。）

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